"So if you are a loving friend, send this to your friends, including
the person that sent it to you. You have just been DEATHWISHED Tonight at
midnight your true love will realize they like you."

I totally don't see that happening. Ever. Who's with me that forwards are the stupidest things on earth?

Ok, yeah, that's old news.

I'm cited to take fencing. Everyone I've told that I know in fencing that I'm joining it is excited to have me join. It's kinda sad how I'm not even in fencing yet and I already know more people there than I did in kendo. There were like two people I was friends with in kendo... Haha, or maybe it's a good thing. Whichever. All the fencing people are so nice. It's kinda like a family. And Kate's in it too which'll be good. She's been trying to get me to join for like two years now. I just didn't want to try it then because I didn't want it to seem like I was the "little sister following everything the big sister did" or whatever. But she wants me to, and I think it's a very elegant sport with a lot more people my age than kendo, so... should be good. Eventually I'll go back to kendo. I might even be eligible to get armor at some point. It's just that they were so boring cuz they were all just gruff young male twenty-somethings with not much personality. I'm going to miss hacking people up with Sesshy though. Haha I called my shinai Sesshoumaru because it meant "Killing Perfection"... and I was all Wapanese and obsessed with Inu-Yasha at the time... but haha, I think sabre would be good for me if I took fencing because I like a lot of mad slashing. So yeah, right now I want to try this new sport (fencing) and see how I like it. Should be good. Haha and now some of the fencers are online. This should be interesting.


I had a moment of great karma today. I went to see Dad at the hospital, then on the way back Mom went into the vet college to get de-worming pills for Geelis, and while she was in there I kinda... sat for a while... rolled up the windows cuz the bugs were getting in... then all of a sudden I had this urge to turn on the radio. So I did. And guess what was playing. "Companion" by Wide Mouth Mason!! How's that for karma.


I started playing guitar again. I don't know what made me do it. Again, I think I was possessed by a sudden urge, the same one that made me turn on the radio. Haha. But a couple nights ago I was lying on my bed deep in thought (which happens a lot actually... no jokes from the peanut gallery) and then I thought, "Hey I know Kate's busy and all that... but I did lend her the guitar like four months ago... and she said one of her friends was going to help her learn to play it... and she never did. So I wonder if it's still in her room." So I went into her room, checked her closet, and it wasn't in there. And I panicked because where else would it be? So I ran downstairs to the basement to check there and lo and behold, it was there, leaning against a wall. And I was like "My baby! Why hast thou forsaken you!?" And I ran up to the case and threw my arms around it, then dragged it upstairs to the living room.

*sigh* My life has sense, reason, and most of all, purpose, again.

I should go listen to the Wallflowers and see if I actually like them. I used to hate them. Or maybe it was just that one song "One Headlight". The thing about bands like that though are that the singer in them usually doesn't have a definitive voice. Like, a really good voice. It's just kinda low and deep and not really what I like. I'd like to listen to the Black Crowes though. Dad always used to listen to them and I'm not sure if he still has one of their albums but I don't think so cuz I checked the CD rack. Waahhh Black Crowes CD... Haha I remember seeing one of their videos on MuchMore one time and Dad was saying how the lead singer looked like one of my cousins. *shudder* I don't want to think about my cousins that way. He (the lead singer) was actually kind of good looking.

It struck me last night that I've heard "Don't Say It's Over" by Crowded House and it's actually not a bad song. And Crowded House is not a bad band. And, that song would be easy to learn to play.


Anyway. Enough of my nonsensical ramblings. BAI!



The Macabre Bohemian Metal Cowboy